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Friday, April 27, 2012
my exam is approaching, in fact I have less than a week to prepare! Although I would not be meeting him for 2 weekends, i guess.. but im sure he will understand =)on the other hand, i have so many things to restock! like makeup remover, toner, sanitary pads, eyebrow pencil.. argh.. dying to try the etude house ones. yup. thats all. i know im boring HAHA nice freedom tattoo.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
life is so fucking unfair, go suck balls.
Sunday, April 01, 2012
okay, im gonna pour out what i am feeling right now.i feel that these few years, it has been taking a toll in my life, financially. i don't mean to criticise my own family, but sometimes i wish that i shouldn't be born out in this family? Things they do are out of my mind. Examples like smoking, gambling. I feel that i am born to just help my mum to pay her debts in the future once i find a FT job? Honestly i don't want, and I would rather use that money to pay for her medical care fee in the near future. I know I shouldn't compare, but whenever people (whom i get jealous from) comes from well-to-do family, whatever they have is what I adore, whatever they do is what I want, whatever they buy is what I fantasize; I feel that "hey, I used to have a well-to-do family, why on earth did all this shits happened, all the gambling and debts, that makes me feel that I'm heavily burdened. I always jealous other's parents buy things for them, but I didn't say it out loud. Because according to my bf, jealousy is a sin. For my whole life I have been obedient; I don't smoke; I don't club; I don't freaking hell stay out late. I am constantly worry about my studies since young. Then why there's people outside more fortunate than me? Sometimes when i am so tired, but i would dragged myself up early in the morning just so to go my godmother's stall to help out then later afternoon rush to school. WHY THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CAN SLEEP AT HOME, STILL CAN ALLOWANCE, AND GET TO RECEIVE EXPENSIVE GIFTS FROM THEIR PARENTS?? I don't freaking understand. Life is so fucking unfair. Whenever I try to put this behind, theres a person at the back of my mind keep reminding me that there are much more fortunate ppl who don't suffer and gets what they want. Yes, I mean there are also people who suffers more than me.. But i am a human too, I will greed, I will sin, but i just try my best to minimise the possibilities of committing all these. On top of all my burdens, here comes my bitch SIL, I seriously do not know how to communicate with her though.. Sometimes I try to make conversation, i feel that there is no connection. Its just like a stranger. Sigh.. I love my mum, but whatever she had done is constantly hurting me. Which mother will see their children get hurt? I wondered. I am always facing situation whereby she kept asking me where to find money, ask my friends who can lend her money, keep saying she want to jump down from the building.. Nobody know I'm suffering emotionally! Thats the reason why when i get married, I do not wish to stay with her.. Because I know if I'm gonna face her everyday for the rest of my life, she WILL always ask me for money for her debts which I AM NOT GONNA PAY FOR HER. Those who lend her gonna bear the consequences, I am not going to bear for them. Thats why when my relatives know that I don't wish to stay with her, they don't fucking understand my situation. I will fucking go crazy and go into depression if she continues to hurt me! The only person that I can rely on is my boyfriend.. Next person that I can talk to is my father.. Life's such a bitch. [sponsored] Biore Products
Saturday, March 10, 2012
this is my virgin sponsored post, i would be saying my honest opinion of these products.when one of the Biore employee contacted me that she is interested to pass me some products to try, i did not expect them to be so generous! Look at the amount of products they provided for me..
UV Bright Face Milk
check out the ingredients here.. the main ingredient for a sunblock is actually the zinc oxide or titanium oxide. U can actually see that zinc oxide is the second in the list, followed by alcohol.
some people might have issues with alcohol-contained products, while others are okay with it. The main purpose of it is to control oil because most sunblocks especially the European ones have thicker consistency, harder to spread and have relatively weak oil control function, however, in terms of hours of protection, i had done various research from a forum sunscreen pro that European sunblocks are safer to use because we do not need to reapply.
That means, Japanese sunblocks u got to reapply every few hours, which is a minus for me as i do not like my face applied heavily with layers of sunblock. However, if you are those who most of the time stay in the sheltered area, perhaps its OK not to reapply.. But then again... with all the harmful rays from office lighting, computer screen light etc, its still quite damaging to our skin =(
Overall, the consistency of this UV bright face milk is thinner, easier to spread and i actually love how i look with it. Because it brightened up my face, it was stated that it could be used as a make up base too.
However, after a few days of trying, i started to have pimples around my cheek and forehead. I am really sad because i love this product yet my skin doesn't. I have stopped for about a week, waiting for my pimple to subside before braving out to try another time!
Hydra-Clear Makeup Remover
For people who are used to using cotton pads to remove, this might not be suitable because you have to use your hands to apply on your dry face. For me, i feel that the consistency is kinda water-liked but still quite thick like oil.. not literally water .. I could feel a sweet scent to this which can be too sensitive for sensitive people or people who do not like their products that have a scent to it. Overall, it removes quite decently, those break out on me and i am quite pleased with this product. Important note is that you have to double cleanse your face to ensure the remaining residue is removed thoroughly.
Makeup Remover for Eyes & Lips
I have been using this for the past few months, it delivers what it says, which is to remove makeup and i must say quite thoroughly. Although I will double cleanse to make sure the remaining residue is removed. Its quite a big bottle, only requires a little on the cotton pad to remove your eyeliner and concealer.
As it is a dual form which contains both oil and water, this product need to be shaked before pouring out the content for use.
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Next up: Biore Marshmallow Foam Cleanser
Well to be honest... I only tried it twice. I think it is heavily scented and I am not quite comfortable with it.. When I wash it away, I feel that all my natural oil is being stripped off leaving my face kinda dry, since my face belongs to the sensitive-dry skin, I dare not risk to try the third time. The plus point of a foam cleanser is that user do not require much effort to create a thick foam.
As I read from somewhere (couldn't remember), that foam cleanser is the best in removing dirts off our skin. Likewise, I think there are many girls out there who are used to paste form, they would squeeze the product onto their hand and straight away rubbed it onto their face! Which I think is not the right way, you are actually harming your skin elasticity and may cause long-term sagging.
I take very good care of my skin, I will try my best not to rub anything onto my face that will cause it to sag. However, i couldn't resist rubbing my eyes which I believe has caused puffy eyelids that covered my double lids =(
Thats all for now.
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the time is nearing..
Monday, February 13, 2012
hey everyone, im not sure who are still reading my blog haha, i have not been updating it regularly, so perhaps i might be talking to myself actually =) anyway, an update of my life! end of this month will be my prelims =( thinking back, its actually quite fast, im yr 2 alr.. im so looking forward to 2013 June when my exams finish! However, that means i would have to look for a job and start my working life alr =( boohoo! hmm.. recently i have been studying, nua-ing at my place or bf place after he book out. Seldom go town also.. =( I am quite worried for my exams actually, its in MAY, period. yup i think thats all? Life has been wonderful these days =) i try to not get angry easily, not to be sensitive easily, and in fact i am living with a healthier mind. =) i am appreciating bf more now too... yup since valentine's day is coming, (this tuesday) and im unable to celebrate with him, he will be in army chiong sua, spending lovey dovey time with the forest, we celebrated in advance, like a simple meal and i bought him a new logitec mouse. thats really simple, but i guess its the thoughts that count =) goodnight people. merry christmas!
Sunday, December 25, 2011
wish u guys a merry christmas!! Hi December, please be good.
Thursday, December 01, 2011
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